Hi Alaskangal...I would say don't call him...you have a hugh amount on your plate right now to deal with..work on getting yourself strong..detaching may not always be the best in every sitch..but you need to give each other space to figure things out...you sound very strong..keep working on that. No one knows where the future is going to take us, but we can take care of ourselves to handle what ever comes our way.
Are you involved in your church..there is much support there..as I have learned this past year.