By the way...I sent that letter exactly as you see it on the bb..my right hand is up to God. Made it hard to type, too, with my hand up there....

Now, What's not working ....

1. Me not having a job....
Action...Need to find more work...

2. My meds...
See doctor tomorrow

3. Paul wanting divorce
Make changes he can see...right now that is not to bother him at work

4. Being isolated again
Start getting back out into community...more AA, more bible study, more writer's group

5. House is a mess
Clean it.


I am responsible for my own happiness.