When H stayed home a couple of weekends ago, he mentioned that he wanted to go with me to my next C session. H hadn't brought it up since then and I thought it was an alcohol induced comment.

I told him this am that my session was today after work, he said that I should have told him sooner because he wouldn't be able to make it. I was shocked. I didn't think he really meant it that's why I didn't say anything. He actually wants to know when my next appt. is.

I told my C about it and she asked me what outcome I wanted for the session. All I want is an open dialogue with H that allows him to talk. I want the session to focus on him and his feelings and not me. She mentioned that, if she gets an opening, she'll ask some thought provoking questions.

I'm not expecting any decisions to be made, just a good conversation. The session is in 3 weeks so we'll see if I make any DB progress before that time.

Me39 H35 M8 T14
Early 5/12 H FB post re: his love for me.
End 5/12 H done trying, writes "Dear John" letter
6/12 Wants D, calls ATTY, no file
1/13 Loves me, wants to try, moves home
3/13 Changes mind