Looking for the silver lining...

[irishblessings]

Quiet weekend alone. Trying to get used to it. Forcing myself to change my mindset. Did well this weekend - accomplished a lot. Thought I would wake up Monday morning ready to go - instead, just flat. It's hard sometimes to admit that I don't know how I'm supposed to be. Every moment of my adult life has been spent taking care of others - at home and at work. Now, I feel like I don't have the resources - the knowledge or energy or money - mostly the knowledge - to take care of myself.

Just at odds....