It sounds like you are doing really, really well AT. I didn't see any real backslide in your previous update. Only normal occurrences. Things like that are going to happen. It is normal, and natural. Part of the process.
Keep doing what you are doing. Hang in there.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce