Sorry for the long post, but can ANYONE help me understand what may be going on in his head? Thank you.
CONFUSION DEPRESSION
Welcome to the board.
You can always have HOPE as long as it is within YOU.
Get out and GAL.
DETACH.
Believe none of what he says and half of what he does. Have NO EXPECTATIONS. Take care of yourself, breathe, eat, sleep, exercise.
You are on moderation right now on the forum. SO post in small frequent posts until you get off of it. Stick to this thread until 100 posts for your story.
Your H is giving you a GIFT. THE GIFT OF TIME. Use it wisely.