H said he isn't coming back here...h is sending me a check probably small today. H says h is filing for divorce because I can not be rational, logical, or civil. I am lost. I have tried so hard...only to have it all destroyed by a chance encounter with a couple at a church dinner that snowballed into a series of events that created a monster...
Why God? I don't understand...please lead me. I trust that you know what is right...I have to...because if I don't ...I will really lose it. Please protect and care for me God....I can't do it today for myself.
