Also, it's okay to feel weird about the end of the A. How long did it last? I'm sure you also have a lot of conflicting feelings. The toughest situations are those in which there's an A and the LBS wants to save the M. I thought I was one of few, but being part of his board has shown me how wrong I was. So give yourself time, and know that healing is a slow process. It'll speed up a lot once your W is on board with working on the M--which has a real chance of happening! Stay positive.
