So today w called to tell me that there is a DVD player on sale at Target. She took the one we had when she left. One of my goals was for her to initiate contact outside of child related topics. Is this a baby ant step or am I looking to hard. Whatever it was a goal was achieved. Should I ask her to come home? jk
She also has a friend that went in for a emergency surgery on Saturday. I asked about her friend, and I asked how she was doing with it. Something I wouldn't have done in the past. I know that sounds selfish, and it is. I have always been so focused on our family that I overlooked the individuals that make up that family, myself included. That is something I am trying to do with everyone I know. Trying to ask the right questions and learn how to listen.
I really am learning to drop my expectations. Todays interactions were nice though. Especially compared to the weekend.
All I can say is who knows, just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
