I guess I'm journalling

so as a way (I think) to get out from the feelings of failure h faces regarding our "small" house H want's to quick claim deed it to me, get his name off this reminder of what he didn't accomplish.

he'll live in "my" house, pay for "my" house but want's no ownership of his failure.

THis is really alot for a person to take in - what a mind F*** spew I am facing.

We don't have community property laws here - so then I can Will it straight to the kids and then H can pay them rent! That's if crazy people really out live us all on sheer the will to die, they never get there wish!


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!