Hi Tad, I’ll share something with ya. I do know where you are coming from, it took me about 2 years to finally let go of my Ex W. Some of these MLC’ers are so really screwed up it’s unbelievable what they do.
So regarding myself and my Ex W. I kept praying to God for answers, I believe he told me the following: Let her go, any future relationship(s) you enter needs to be with someone (emotionly) mature for it to prosper.