Ok literally just after my last post W announces she has been accepted for house and wants to discuss what furniture she can take etc etc.
I did say originally she cld take some furniture (half of it wld be hers anyway). Even though I've been expecting it I had to hold the tears back because of S. Just won't seem right him not being with me every night!
She shows no remorse, no emotion nothing. I know the seeing n believing rule etc so cannot read into this. But at this moment in time I wish she wld step in front of a bus. Sorry I know that's horrible.