hi dumpling-

(love the name) kind of in same positon myself (after 34+ yrs!) i was just cursing this jerk for not missing me-

i'm here in nj battoning down my hatches because this stupid hurricane is supposed to land on my head tonite or tomorrow-

i'm with you- how in the hell does a man live with you for soooo long- share a life- and then just get all tangled up with some stupid cow of a ow and not even miss our little faces??? my mind is boggled. and how can they even say the dopey things they do?????? again- incredible. and they are even supposed to be "adults"???? my theory is that they keep it inside and when it pops out of their mouth to us- it sounded sooooo good in their head -b ut is so dumb we cringe.

well- i do alot. this h of mine even said "it just happened" - duhhhhh- helllooooo- flying to california for a booty call doesn't "just happen" - flight reservations? what a goober.

i think they go nuts- just act like insane people because they get an opportunity- or have some internet hitchup with some old stupid jerk of a woman (mine) - and it's alll soooo exciting they check brain at door. and become some salivating stupid 18 year old (which maybe lingers in their mentality) all the while they were being normal with us?????


all i can figure. makes me glad to be a woman- doesn't help me feel any better. i want what i had- i want my life back - i want my h back- i hate that i can't do a damn thing about it but sit around like everyone else working on me- and dbing and wondering if i should be or not- ta da.....


gotta go bring in some more bird houses, etc. and find some candles & matches- good luck to you- you sure are not alone- xxo

this guy is down in fl - while i'm here wondering how bad the storms (3) will be- whattarat - he should be here hunkering down with me- i'm a bit pissed- maybe i won't answer for rest of storm and let him think i died - probably make him relieved - oh mannnn........