Had a great day with the kids, now struggling tonight. W will pick them up in the morning and then it will be three and a half days before I see them again. Whenever it has been that long without seeing them it has been my choice. So I have some negative feelngs toward my w right now.
The thing is, she will normally only have to go one full day without seeing them. So how will she ever really miss them. She had planned on having them for Halloween, and decided to work so that I could take them. She overslept on Friday, so I brought the kids to her place and was a hour late for work. Work is pretty flexible so that wasn't that big of a deal. She sent me a text during the day apologizing for oversleeping, and to let me know that she was working so I could have the kids on Halloween. Her reason for working was because she would have them Sunday through Wednesday afternoon, and she figured I would be missing them. No bleeping bleep I will miss them. It took everything I had not to respond to that text.
I did respond to the apology. Just said it wasn't a big deal, as long as it doesn't become a issue. The part about the missing the kids though, still bothers me. I really have been staying pretty positive lately, but thinking about not seeing my children has me a bit down.
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