so the weekend is here. reflecting on the week I have had it all seems rather odd still.
wife and I are getting along very well, she is being considerate and thoughtful towards me and I am hoping that this is in direct response to my 180's rather than some form of pity about my/our situation.
we are communicating much better than we have done in a long time and I am making sure we get to have some quality time together.
I have started going out for runs / long walks, I am dressing better and I am more confident around the home (although that's never a problem for me at work -go figure!)
the only thing that isn't any different is the sudden freeze of any kind of physical contact.
I hope with time and the continuation of my 180s she will become attracted to me again.
is it really possible for a woman to reignite the desire for her husband even at this stage?
sometimes it feels so hopeless yet other times I am very sure we will get through this.