So now she left with S and I'm all alone, feeling like a mess. For the first time since we broke up, I feel hate for her. Nothing but pure hate. Of course, anger can make you feel that way temporarily.
I can relate, I felt like that too quite a few times. Now, I don't even have to question the fact that my H is with the OW and he wants nothing to do with me. I feel bad, but less and less each day, it's still at a level where I feel like I can't handel yet, but I think I will get over this to a level where it doesn't hurt so much anymore. After all, we have to find inner peace for ourselves again. Detach more, and hopefully next time if she does something like this, you don't get affected by the emotions.
