Mrs, you are sounding good. I know it's hard to not think about where h is or what he's doing.
I know it is hard to rememeber that his journey isnt about you. The thing of it is that he knows something is wrong. Cant figure out what. So he begins to cut out the person closest to him.
We know that isnt going to fix it. Next he will try something else. All in the hope of feeling better. But it is not until or unless he looks inside that his healing will begin.
Nothing you can do to help him. He's got to figure it out on his own.
So, how about that bucket list? Come up with anything yet?
