Do you have family that would help with the boys, even if it is just for a few hours once a week? Are you comfortable leaving the boys at home for a few hours alone once a week?
Have you ever wanted to learn a new language? Learn to paint? Photography? Dance? Pottery? Volunteer?
As important as it is for you to find something to do, I think it is equally important that your boys see the importance of having a life outside of them. Finding something that you enjoy will help your attitude, and your mental energy, making it easier to handle those boys. I can only imagine trying to keep up with the amount of energy you have on your hands.
Even if you just get out and get some alone time to regroup. Before I was M I was great on my own, I am getting there again, but I always thought that if I couldn't enjoy being with myself, how could anyone else enjoy being with me.
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
