Hi Wendy,
I've seen you post on many of the same threads that I do. The friends that I've found here, so I figured I'd take a few to read up on your sich.
Start to finish = wow, you are feeling the normal feelings and you are doing a good job for you.
I'll hopefully post more "meaningful" comments now that I'm becoming familiar with the details of your sich. For now, know that you have another fan cheering for You!