Kind of odd today. H called to see when he needs to be here tomorrow because of the show I am going to. He was actually almost playful if that is the right word. Maybe he was picking up on my mood or something? I really think part of it was yesterday and I basically just let it go. Let him go. Can't explain it. I felt it and so did he. Suddenly it was like no pressure. Today was a good chat. He actually seemed sort of pissy I hadn't called. I even expressed that I do not want to interrupt whatever he is doing for something that basically can wait. He feels it is "stupid" to text. Surely, we can talk and be nice. His words again. I basically told him again that I didn't want him to feel like I was checking in or anything and if he has any questions he is welcome to call me. Then he went through his whole thing about do I have money- Am I staying? I had originally planned to just stay rather than drive. Then he says well when will it be over and all of this. Did get one jab in -- I am a huge Pat Green fan and one time about 8 years ago I had gone to see him at a show and it is in a different time zone from here. Basically, the time change was just an hour but then it was a bar and afterwards I got to meet him and hang out. I went without H permission or whatever. Not that I needed it but he didn't want me to go. Then when he called at 3 AM and PG was walking me to my car which was 3 blocks over H was furious. Really really furious. To be fair- he was even before he knew I had met and hung out with him. --- Sorry for that but he did say at one point in our conversion well will it be over before 3 AM like PG? I said well surely it won't last that long. It is supposed to start at like 8ish. Then he starts calculating how long it will take me to get home and says to be sure to call and let him know if it is any later so he will not worry. Then he goes on to say- it's just business you can call for that. Huh???? What a weirdo thing to say. I just said Yeah okay. So he seems to want me to go. Not like in a get outta my face kinda way but a go and have fun kinda way. Then he is concerned about my safety? I mean he asked and said it several times. The whole thing was odd. I said before I felt as though I was the one being DB'ed and really this was no exception. I just kept it light. Asked no questions and said fine. Only thing I did ask sort of defensively was when he first asked when I would be back - I said Why so you can leave? Which was a dumb thing for me to say but really I guess it was a valid question. Perhaps I shouldn't have said it the way I did though. So we left things on pretty decent terms again. This crap is hard isn't it?
