Realistic Optimist Hard At Work

[Just A Guy]

The thing is that I want to make sure I am not fighting for this M only because I am "afraid to lose her" I want to fight for it because I feel W and our M are things which I am just "attached" to right now.

I did a little check in my head and it makes me so confused because both side play out equal... I know that the term "soulmate" is just B.S. hollywood puts out to sell movies and an illusion but I feel I would definitely be missing an integral piece of myself without her but I know I would be able to love again as well...

I think the resentment comes from the fact that she has not stated once what she wants for sure yet...

SOOOO confused...