I think he'll stick to the plan too Tori. I slept well but I am always more tired the second day after a rough night so I wasn't feeling v lively today. I was very bouncy yesterday - people know at work when I haven't slept because I'm abit giddy and louder than usual.
I'm not sure I am ambivalent/indifferent. I am just relaxed. Maybe because the panicking Tumbling is satisfied that he does care afterall. Who knows? I'm not a psychologist. But I prefer this feeling to uncertainty. If he didn't contact me for a few days, I might be back there again.
Does it matter to you if you save your M or not? I don't know anymore. We don't have a M. I don't have a husband other than in law, if you see what I mean. I still believe in US and that we can make it.
Yes, I will see how I feel when I see him. I'm actually excited about seeing him. It feels like a date with a new person. I just hope I won't be self conscious like Monday I am loving my relaxedness these day, I am loving feeling free to be my Self. I feel like Canada Girl has landed!
