I don't know why I said I would be "devastated" if it was just a touch'n'go, yes, disappointed, but not devastated anymore.
Alb's post really gave me some things to think about during this processing of lingering feelings time.
rH, "rogue"..lol...I like that...I was reminded that I used to be like that, one of my girlfriends way back when said I had a fun devious-ness about me...guess maybe that is something to nurture back into me for whatever future is ahead.
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm