Had therapy last night, calmed things down a little, but this morning had a bad fight again about R. She said she just has no feelings for me anymore and just wants a divorce. Said I'm fighting a "space of nothing" between her and me. She called me a duchebag for not being the one to leave the house, and said she doesn't want to be married to me or start over w me. She said it would be impossible based on our past. So , I'm going to tell her that she can have the divorce and separation. I'll leave as soon as she signs a legal document stating that it is her that wants me to leave and I'am not abandoning the family. This [censored], but I really feel that she will not give up her way, and I'm not into beating a dead horse.
Me:46 W:40 M:10 T:17 D:9 S:6 BD:12/11 ILYBINILWY:8/12 Served 2/13 I moved out 2/13 I moved back 6/13 W moved out 9/13
