I'm going to stand today. And, I don't care who knows it, but I'm doing it today, simply to make things harder for them. I don't care if I'm self-actualized, mature, a good DB-er, whatever... Today, I'm pis-ed off. I'm sick of being treated like this and I'm enraged that I had absolutely no control over these huge life changes. I'm furious that my children will have to carry the burden of this last year for the rest of their lives.
At this stage of my life, to have someone else call the shots on MY LIFE really pis-es me off. I've had to deal with ridiculous selfish men my whole life.
The OW is a drug addicted whore and her initials are DA. Her first name is Dani (how stupid is that?) and her last name starts with A, ends with E and has the letters "BAT" in the middle. It pi-ses me off that it's "Matt and Dani" now instead of "Matt and Heather." I'm irate that he has humiliated me like this. I'm irate that I'm a good person and he continues to act like I don't matter, don't count, don't mean a thing, I'm a piece of s-it where he's concerned. I'm irate that he actually told me he is "tired of being a d-bag." Well, stop acting like a d-bag.
Today, I hate him.I don't care if it's the "wrong" DB thing to b. It's how I feel and If I don't vent somewhere, I'm going to set off a car bomb in his truck.
This gives me satisfaction because H told me about a month ago to stop calling the two of them drug addicts. He was defending her to ME. "She's a good lady."
No, she's a drug addicted whore. She is vile and disgusting and he is vile and disgusting simply by allowing himself to be controlled by such a person. I wish horrible STD's on them both.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
