Maybe I don't want to stand. Maybe she can just have him. If he is capable of this inflicting this kind of pain on me--maybe it's best to just cut the cord. I mean I'm supposed to continue taking care of me, taking care of the kids, living under enormous stress while he goes home each night to her? And, it may be that way for 2 years? They already have a relationship for at least a year. What do I want with him now anyway? He's ruined what we had. He ruined it for me. For us. And, he continues.
It absolutely kills me that he goes home to her and talks to her daily and when I think of how many times I've been the object of their conversation. HE'S MY FUC---G HUSBAND! WHO THE F--- DOES SHE THINK SHE IS? DOING THIS TO ME AND MY KIDS. AND WHO THE F--- DOES HE THINK HE IS TO ACT SO INCREDIBLY SELFISH AND MEAN?
And, a part of me still feels like filing is the best thing I can do for my self-respect. And, if he doesn't snap outta it when i file then f--- him.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
