your words are giving me hope this moring. i know, feel all same too. they power ow has - h has- to make me thnk and think and stew and suffer.
im better a bit- i'm not exactly "having fun" - but i'm not bleeding either. i'll take it- it's better - i'm working on it. maybe just time - it feels like a thousandyears.
i hate the uncertainty- no way in life to get rid of it huh?
anyway- i take heart from your saying you're moving past it- success somewhere out there -
