oh - my - God- me too!!! - have been times i've checked this damn e-mail a million times- then WHEN i finally see a note from H- i get mad and thingk "ha - fat chance i'm responding". "if you don't want to hear my voice- go die".
first time i've seen this addressed - and it really made me smile to hear you say we all do that-
so, maybe i'm "normal" (of a sort) - after all.
hope springs eternal huh?. same deal with phone- i go out so i don't even know if it rings or not- then i wreck it by coming in and looking thru the numbers that called. thought i was sickly ocd about it. doesn't matter if i want to know he's alive or talk-i want him to want me- sad sad woman....(sometimes)
some nites/days i despair of ever just not even wanting to know - and letting it all roll off my back.
slowly but surely i guess- not fast enough tho. hey, i'm a stinking american and we all want that darn 'CURE" rite now- a pill please- chop it off - immediate gratifiction.
NOT SO MUCH with this DB junk huh? I hate this learning patience thing-
