Da-mit. Insert long list of obscenities here. I can handle his depression. I can handle him working through these issues. But, WHY THE OW? WHY? WHY can't he do this alone? Why can't I ask him to do this alone? For me? I will do everything suggested. I will back off and leave him to his whatever. But, why did he invite someone into our marriage?

If I could scream right now, I would scream bloody murder. She is a bi---- and it hurts me so badly and he knows it hurts me. Why can't I just say--- Go have your Replay, your adolescence but just get rid of her until or if we actually divorce. Why can't I, at least say that and have him hear me. It's soooooo f-----g unfair. I didn't deserve this. My kids didn't deserve this. Why?

"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson