Crud. Fartface. Poo. I trust your opinion. So, this would mean we have another year of this fun! I can't believe how hard this is. I really can't believe what's expected of me here. This is insane. I guess it's better having some sort of loose time frame. Jeez. Why does this happen to some guys and not others? Why did I choose a guy with these issues?
I'm looking at the men in our family. It's really no surprise I picked H. My Grandpa, who ran off with his secretary, had this collection of toys. These creepy little mechanical toys like a monkey that clapped symbols. His childhood was cut short because my Great-Grandfather died in the 1921 Flu Epidemic. His sister died at 13 too, so I think he was doted on because he was the only one left.
My Dad grew up--with the above as his dad--there wasn't a whole lot of affection given in their home. Grandpa was a philanderer and drinker. Everyone knew he had multiple affairs. My Grandma wasn't a hugger or visibly affectionate. And, there were some really big expectations, control and perfectionism. Dad was pretty spoiled too. Dad went through an awful MLC. He left with his secretary too--after a series of affairs. Blamed my mom because of her weight problems. He married the secretary and they are still together. He never left replay completely. Races cars, bought a bunch of Ferraris, all kinds of crazy, indulgent behavior. Really selfish and narcissistic. He turns 70 this week and I know it's really hard for him. He has mellowed some and has been an absolute blessing through this with my H. He has given me the funds to start a business and survive financially. It's been very healing to have him help me through this MLC after how he treated my mom way back when.
Anyway, I'm seeing why I was attracted to H in the first place.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
