Yeah, the pic text really threw me, I about dropped my kindle (one of my new bestest friends for a while now)...
00:00:00-open text 00:00:01-wha' the ??? Does this mean _____? 00:00:02-oh wait, she must have sent it to the wrong person, one of the OMs names starts with same letter as mine! I'm sooo pissed! 00:00:03-what does that phrase "last one" mean?? 00:00:04-start full speed analysis-paralysis...
lol (I think)
Not AT ALL how I imagined reconciling starting (or whatever it is that is going on now), but I guess I have learned to expect the unexpected when dealing with mlc...
I think my "not-old-T" response maybe was me not wanting to walk on eggshells regarding "that" subject anymore? We used to be very completely open about that subject, so...idk.
I am just rolling with it, haven't said word one about it, not even a hint, to W (unlike me, 180 for sure). I think that is perplexing her, she kind of acts like she is expecting me to say something.
Albuquerque--- Thank you! If there is one thing I would say to someone just starting this journey is: Keep yourself in focus, the sooner you let them go and detach and build YOUR new life, the faster you will feel better in all ways. It took me too long to do that, in hindsight.
And now for something completely different...W has been acting, sounding very, almost, ummm..."normal"(?) (meaning nice, thoughtful, pretty calm, etc) since the pic text "incident"...we're going on 24 hours here...lol.
On her pile of her "stuff" on the counter is a book she is reading now, Conscious Loving: The Journey to Co-Commitment
A lot of tension in the house has faded.
The Sherlock Holmes (or social anthropologist) in me is making some hypotheses, possible conclusions and such...having to step hard on the brakes, man, real hard...
Now, how to encourage the potential without getting devastated if it's just yet another touch'n'go...
You'd think I'd have this down pat by now. Just have to laugh at myself.
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
