Cadet I know that I need to take this one day at a time or as you also suggested one hour or minute at a time. The ups and downs in their behavior have to be the hardest. Or is it their nasty attitude towards the spouse or their depression or any one of a hundred other things that make this so difficult?
I want to grab onto something but it's ever elusive and constantly changing. I recieved a text from H last night long after I went to sleep. It said, "goodnight my love, xoxoxoxoxoxo" Now doesn't that sound like the old H? Yep, but then what will tomorrow bring? No contact, a call saying that he's staying longer or even the, I love you but I'm not in love with you" line? Has anyone ever died from doing this? I would guess not so I'm in it for however long it takes!
Me:57H:62 M:34T:35 2S,2D (grown nlah) BD:09/2012 visits M ow EA/PA?:10/2012 H moves out 06/2013
"Do not let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace." -Dalai Lama
