Time for a new thread. I had exceeded the 100 posts and after events of these last 24hrs the lightbulb has finally come on.
Being computer illiterate I am not sure how to link my previous thread titles "Help on how to behave". But if you need it you can search.
Truth is although I have been doing 180's and set goals, that new, happy person has just struggled to get through. The awakening never really happened and the easy option (i.e. quitting) had started to look attractive even after such a short time. It all just started to daunt me.
So here goes, I have booked my first DB coach session for Monday. I am looking forward to it and am committing for the long haul whatever path that leads to. No more negative energy (you can remind me of that in a few days :)).