I'm posting so much right now, I'm just in an emotional mess. I kept hoping that H would come back and give me another chance, but I also know that he probably decided to give up our M the day he shut me off completely. I think he is not coming back now, my logical mind is telling me. But the silly side of me still hopes there would be a turning point. BUT.... I feel so hurt right now, it's my fault for snooping, but I so want him to know that it's hurting and that i KNOW what he's doing. I want to go talk to him face to face, and tell him he is being a horrible human being, selfish and mean.
