Williams, sorry to hear about the need for a biopsy, I'm praying that it's nothing. You've got enough to worry about!
Regarding your comment that you feel like things are stagnant, maybe you need to look for smaller baby steps. Just before you said that, you mentioned that anger in your conversations, while still present, is developing at a slower rate. Sure it may only be a tiny step, but it's a step forward regardless. I too often feel our R is stagnant, but then when I start looking closer I realize there are baby steps that I've been ignoring because I'm looking for bigger moves. And regardless, "stagnant" may not be so bad. It's a better alternative to W pushing full speed ahead with D!
