This morning I woke up to a conversation my H started about the obscene email he sent to OW that was intercepted by OW's H. Her H is threatening to expose it to their boss at work.

My H is thinking about being pro-active & talking to boss about it ahead of time. I think it is consuming a lot of his thoughts about what might happen if it was exposed (probably just dessimate his/her characters).

I don't understand how SELFISH he is now--he doesn't seem the least bit concerned how this AWFUL, SEXUAL email that he sent might affect ME or how I feel about HIM!

I know I am just venting here and this is NOT new (the selfishness). He has been all about himself for months now. Forget me. Forget the kids.

Now that he's moving out, I hope to GOD he will take this time to really focus on HIMSELF and find out that his unhappiness followed him OUT THE DOOR!

If he decides to pursue OW then he CAN't focus on himself. He will be trying to live out this fantasy life that he has created in his head. BUt, he might, and to voice my greatest fear--it is that he will try to create a life with OW.

M- 18 T-21
S-14,11 & 10
BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA)
H moved out 11-3-2012
10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life.
11-25-13 Jointly filed.