Staying off the ride 2 - Leaning Back

[labug]

Tumbling, I agree with Wendylon. See what unfolds and ask questions to gain more insight and information. Nothing need be decided in this one evening.

Try to let go of the control and allow things happen as they do. There is a meditation, soften, surrender and allow that I sometimes do to slow myself and turn the control knob to low. I wanted very much to know what was going to happen in all my interactions BEFORE they happened and would rehearse what the questions might be and what my response should be and then what their response would be, on and on.

Needless to say, by doing that I was controlling the interaction and often got what I expected. More of the same.

Fear kept me from allowing the conversation to flow, kept me from asking questions when I feared the answers.

Fear kept me stuck.