Thank you both. I think I just needed that 2x4 to put my head back on right. I feel like I did 2 years ago, again.

Your right.

I haven't really seen any change from him. He talks the talk, but he's not walking it...yet.

Do I want him back ? I honestly don't know. I don't want the old H back but if has learned and has changed. Then I am willing to work with him to see if we can get back together.

I need to keep working on me and put him and this situation out of My mind again.


Me:43
H:43
T:20 YRS
M:15 YRS
Bomb: 6/9/08
Bomb#2 7/6/10
Served with papers at work 7/13/10
DD:14, DD:11