You’re not waiting for him to choose, you’re waiting to decide what YOU choose.

Great point. What has he done to change, how would a R with him be different now? Do you want him back?

Would it be the old R yet again? Answer these questions for yourself before you worry too much about what he's going to decide.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss