Very sad to be here but H says he is leaving

[TD35]

As hard as it is to follow sometimes, AnotherStander is right. All of this is pressure and just allowing him to validate his emotions. The fog is thick right now. Reread DB/DR and start working on you. Also, stick to the rules as closely as possible. At first you may have to force yourself to, but after a while they become second nature.

You obviously care enough to keep trying, but the best way to try is to focus on you right now.