Ok just read my last few posts. I am sounding like a victim again!!!! Need to grow a pair and get on and STOP mind reading and point scoring. I already pretty much knew there was an EA so why am I devastated when W tells me? Because I didn't think my innocent W cld do that, blah blah!!
When will I finally accept that old W has gone!
I can either detach, focus, GAL and continue to make me better OR continue with this tit for tat I keep posting.
I have been focussing too much on W interpretation of the past, feeling sorry for myself and generally acting like an ass!!
I have kept up with my 180s and continue on with them. But that awakening and new man in the DB rules just never rly happened! It was a half a+@+d attempt.
I am now starting to realise W comment about boy and strong man. The penny has dropped and she is right. I am strong in some areas but when it comes to stuff like this the little boy victim is just desperate to get out - and at last I can see it. Unfortunately it is taking Sep and an EA to realise it.
Well no more - the strong man W wants is coming, the little boy is going for ever. It is time to rly fight for what I want and stop playing at it.
On that note I am going to end this thread and start a new one for a real new me.
Thanks you 25yrs, sandi2, AS, FY and everyone else who has advised me and followed my sitch. I hope u continue to do so and someday I hope I can advise others.
