Stop this crazy train I want to get off!!!

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks Snodderly. I had an appointment with the lawyer today. He told me if I am not comfortable with the mediation schedule do not sign anything. I told the lawyer that I was not sure if I wanted to fight now or later because I know I will end up having the kids more. L said get what you want now because down the road the precident will be set and will be harder to change. So we are going back to the mediator and L will contact Joe's employer for his travel schedule for the last two or three years and average things out to see how placement will really work out. H will be furious. But I am past the point of caring. He opened up a can of worms and lost the lid.

I even tried to work out times with him so we could both have trick or treat times with the kids this weekend. He refused to commit and said he needed to check times which tells me one thing...he is already committed to OW and her kids.

I am following my gut from now on. It has been right so far. I trust myself far more than I trust him.