Another thing to add, as hard as it will be on me, and probably my w, I will never use the kids the kids to get a reaction out of her. I should not even considered it.
Quick story, I have a coworker that was LBS about a year and a half ago, I told him today how my s had a really tough time being dropped of yesterday. He told me how that was a good chance to put some guilt on my w. I told him she was there, she saw what I saw, and she has to deal with it in her own way.
It was a really good reminder of why choosing this path with all of you is so much healthier. Whether or not my r is ever born again.
I know I am a good person, but without everyone here I would probably still be treading water, rather than doing the doggy paddle. Thank you all!
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
