So I just need to update quick. It's only been a week, but I want to stay grounded and I feel low right now. There was a small bit of progress I suppose about an hour ago, I was outside doing something and he called to me to come into the house to see our new little pet who hadn't let me hold him yet. He told me to come in and sit next to him and he'd put him in my hand. It was cool because the little guy let me near him finally. It was a nice gesture and he was really sweet about it. Then he left the house 1/2 hour later without saying anything else. I'm not used to this at all. Who am I living with, seriously? I know I don't have to tell anyone how strange everything feels. And I know I wasn't the easiest to deal with, but I still don't get the automatic 'switching off' thing.
He doesn't have a car right now so I have no idea where he went, but I'm not staying in the house to wait and find out. I need to go do stuff - just needed to put that out there, because my mind is going haywire. Oy!
