Not sure if I added this to my upside list but it’s refreshing to know I don’t feel looked over anymore. Saying or doing the wrong things doesn't matter as much. It's my accountability. It’s allowed me to make my own choices.
This is good Rough
I am starting to see my old self come out and it’s been a really long time.
Isn't he the one who got you into this mess in the first place?
Don’t get me wrong, reconciliation could eventually be on the table but I am working hard to convince myself that W’s gone. I don’t want to keep holding on. Some of my earlier posts talked about the power of HOPE and I know how powerful hope can be.
Don't give up hope mate. I think you are in a good place right now. The few words you exchanged with your W a week or so ago were good IMO. It took her by surprise and got her thinking. It's great not to have any expectations but don't give up hope and send her the wrong signals. One the one hand you tell her that you still love her and want to work things out and then you seem to want to show her that you are giving up on her (FB status). You planted the seed, now be patient mate, and be kind to her, and to yourself. She is clearly confused and that isn't bad right now.
Yes, I am confused because I keep flip flopping but I am working on not letting the negative energy takeover.
Good man. Keep that up. If it makes you feel any better, I'm confused as he11 right now as well. It would be great to be in the same city and be able to have this talk face to face mate. This is the kind of companionship I lack around here.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
