Wow...today started off on a weird note.

H sent me a text around 6:30 this morning talking about a few things.

I'm a bit po'd right now cuz I lost the textint thread and I'm trying to remember everything from memory.

Let's see.....

H told me that he's sorry if he gave me the impression that he didn't care about me and that it was 200% wrong.

He still cares about me and even if we didn't live with his parents, he would still come over and visit with me and help if I ever needed it.

I'm his first wife mad (and someother nice comment that I wish I could remember. I was good and didn't say anything about the 1st wife comment)

He told me not to cry because this was a tired clarity moment. I told him that I wasn't crying and that I appreciated him telling me the above (with the exception of the 1st wife part) and that I was working on making myself better for me.

I also told him that I know how difficult it is for him to talk to me about us.

H said that he's been keeping his mouth shut so that he doesn't hurt me/others. He'd rather be an ass and hope it work out.

So, on one hand I'm happy that he's talking with me more about his feelings but at the same time I want to kick his ass. laugh ...not that I ever would or try.

Me39 H35 M8 T14
Early 5/12 H FB post re: his love for me.
End 5/12 H done trying, writes "Dear John" letter
6/12 Wants D, calls ATTY, no file
1/13 Loves me, wants to try, moves home
3/13 Changes mind