Not sure if I added this to my upside list but it’s refreshing to know I don’t feel looked over anymore. Saying or doing the wrong things doesn't matter as much. It's my accountability. It’s allowed me to make my own choices. I am starting to see my old self come out and it’s been a really long time. Don’t get me wrong, reconciliation could eventually be on the table but I am working hard to convince myself that W’s gone. I don’t want to keep holding on. Some of my earlier posts talked about the power of HOPE and I know how powerful hope can be. Yes, I am confused because I keep flip flopping but I am working on not letting the negative energy takeover.
