So after I posted earlier, I had a busy afternoon at work and then went for early supper before Spanish class. That finished at 2100hrs and then I drove home. Chkd my phone and guess what? H had written "Good night Tumbling Punkydo. Sweet dreams x" (In Spanish!!!!) Wendylon surely that has to be worth more than standard (6)?!
Questions I am afraid of: How do you feel about us? How do you feel about me coming home? What are we going to do?
The truthful answer is I don't know. I haven't really been thinking about it. I miss you sometimes. I don't want our marriage to fail but I just don't know right now how I feel about that
I can take it or leave it sometimes.
See, I am confused re reconciliation options a) go slow, see what happens (past 2 yrs we've tried to force it and then he does some crazy action that hurts me and sets us back)
b) he moves home - if we are doing this, we are doing this (cept I really love my life right now and not sure how I feel about him in it anymore - is that what GAL is supposed to do?)
Labug re not being bothered: He said he would phone before Thursday coming over I am not bothered if he phones or not He can text his ETA, that's what I meant I am not hanging on a phonecall
Looking at this - what happened tonight re spanish text. It seems if I leave space H checks in. I am always ok no matter what and that's what I have to remember
