Arsene,
Now you've got me all teary! Thank you for your kind words. They really do mean a lot and keep me going.

I do hope one day to either continue to be a GREAT W to my current H or if it's in the plan, a GREAT W to someone else. Either way it will need to be someone who appreciates me and what I have to offer.

Like you, I have that thought in my mind that I know this is not the end for H and I (apart from the relationship we HAVE to have because of the kids). But I'm wondering more and more if that's just wishful thinking. I know it's OK to "hope", and I have no expectation.

You are absolutely right about our children. All we can do is be there for them and show them true integrity and strength. That will give them theirs...

I am SO glad you are feeling better!! Did you get your medication yet? It has done me a world of good. Can't imagine doing this as long as I have been without it.


M:45/H43
T:21/M19
D:18
S:11
Bomb:8/10- I'm just not "happy"
H Moves in with mom: 8/10
H Files: 3/11
Now lives with? OW/GF no clue
Nothing finalized...