This cracked me up because I so feel/felt that way...one of the vets here posted on another thread a long time ago "What if you knew her action was a test, how would that change your perspective of her behavior?"...or something like that...
I guess we are in that "testing" stage with our WASs...I am pretty used to it now and can tell if W is in "testing T mode" sometimes...but then sometimes I am dense...lol. I so get the toll of being "on stage" all the f-ing time...ugh!
That H can stand to be in the same room with you says something, and this was a hallmark change in my sitch.
Maybe make a chocolate with peanut butter icing cake or something and see what happens...just for "testing" purposes only, of course...
If H doesn't bite, send it my way, I'm jealous...choc and pb is my fave treat.
Hang in there, PMA will come back after a break...
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
